YOU ARE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN YOU THINK

I think, it's not to late to add this inspiring video on my blog. I, myself love this video so much. It really helps me to boost my self confidence when I'm down.  From this video, I learn that we were all created as "limited edition" human beings that have lived on this earth til now. Just sometimes, we couldn't see our beauty or potential within us because we're all too busy with our "flaws". Hopefully, this video could make us love ourselves even more. 

!!! CHEER UP AND EMBRACE YOURSELF !!!

-S-

my boyfriend, Jeffrey Campbell Lita (part 3)

So, if you guys open it, you will find out the rules and everything (she did giveaway for 2 sizes, size 8 and 9, and I chose size 9). It was so simple. Asked your friends to like her facebook page and don't forget to write down your name too, plus, you could use twitter to tweet til it reached 'limit'. The more your name appeared, the higher chance for you to win.  XD I was so freaked out and asked for help from my friends. I commanded my sister to help me too. :)

I did those things like everyday after from work or college and unexpected things happened. She changed the rules, she told us that she planned to use random.org *zzz*. I was shocked and surprised, but still continue my effort to win. Another obstacle that gave me a heart attack was a girl that wrote down about this giveaway for 20.000 times on tumblr. I was like %xc^h08asdfg=/?. I thought I wouldn't have a chance to win anymore and decided to give up *sigh*. My sister who knew about that gave me courage to do til the end. She said 'nothing to lose'. If you won, it would be good but If you didn't win, ... *she stopped for awhile* just cheer up. It meant the lita wasn't a gift from Buddha. I did what she told me til the end.

I was freaking nervous and checking her facebook page every time just in case she announced the winners. I still remember, I didn't expect much to be a winner, but on 2nd September 2011, there was an announcement that made me teary, excited and trembling at the same. P.S. (actually) The exact feeling can't be described with words. HERE IS THE ANNOUNCEMENT :

Dear All,

Thanks again for joining Ezzentric Topz Jeffrey Campbell Lita giveaway. The winners have been drawn and the following are the lucky ones:

Sz 8 winner is Nadia Cayco & Sz 9 winner is Silvia Baja Hitam.

Big congratulations to the two luck girls! Please contact us at info@ezzentrictopz.com within 3 days.

Can you imagine how my feeling was. Even til now, I AM happy whenever I see my name. LOL. FYI, I asked her to send it to my cousin's home in Sydney, so I had to wait til December to see my lita *sigh*. Below was a picture taken by my cousin for the very first time it landed safely in her home, Sydney. *fresh from the oven*

YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY

that's the end of my boyfie story. I hope you guys like it. Frankly said, I'm not in mood to complete the story *oops*. So, I decided to make it a lil bit short, kkk.

FYI, I'm 170 cm, so I don't have a chance to wear it outside my home. Why? Because everyone will think I'm so freaking crazy to wear it out since I'm tall enough already, LOL (except if I lived abroad, I would wear it til I felt bored *seriously*) . So, I (usually) wear for photo shoot at my home, kkk. I have worn it outside for once. That was the time when my bestie had her birthday party at a hotel.

-S- 

I think he's gay --> TEE

I love this tee so much. Have been my fav so far. I got this thru my trip in Bangkok. Love it because of the words *LOL*.

-S-

BY MY SIDE - DAVID CHOI

CURRENTLY IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG AND ITS MV, kyaa ><

-S-

Gwiyomi [귀요미] by Alay Teenagers

so, i think "gwiyomi" syndrome is blown away now, but i bet you guys have ever heard or seen it rite? i, myself also don't know how i can know about "gwiyomi". i still remember i was browsing my facebook and i stuck on a very cute "gwiyomi" video made by a little girl.

she is cute, isn't she? XD

then, few months ago when this syndrome was in the air, my sister and her friends made a "gwiyomi" video too, LOL.

THIS IS IT, Gwiyomi [귀요미] by Alay Teenagers

they're cute, aren't they? YES, i know, they can't be compared to that lil girl that i mentioned before :)) but still, for me they're cute and they remind me of the craziness that i made during high school times. *sigh* i feel i am old now.

-S-

BLACK MONDAY or GLOOMY MONDAY or ( WHATEVER ) MONDAY THAT YOU WISH TO NAME

So, IT IS MONDAY again *sigh*. I just don't understand why I don't like MONDAY(s). Sometimes IT IS COLORFUL or CRAZY MONDAY for me, but mostly, I will name it BLACK / GLOOMY MONDAY(s).

Like it's title, I'm gonna show you my lil bit "obsession" in black every MONDAY.

-S-

Cheese in Hamburg by Cooking with Dog

- I have nothing to write, just enjoy the video that I'm sure will make you hungry even if you're full - 

:9

-S-

LOOKLET

Have you ever heard looklet.com before? I miss to pay a visit and play and dress my model just the way I like it that I decide to make a post about it, hehehe. Frankly said, I totally forgot to post here til my friends updated their status about helping them to visit their blog just to increase readers out there ( still remember about my "lovely" lecturer assigned us *and me ofc* to make a blog? ).

OKay, let's go back to our main topic. For you who don't know what looklet.com is, lemme tell you my version. 

For me, looklet.com used to be a place where I could use my crazy, weird, eccentric ( or whatever you call ) fashion style without worrying others' rude comments or their "laser eyes". I found out through browsing and yeah, I was addicted to it.

But now, looklet.com has been changed into looklet.biz which I can't figure out how to play and it's confusing since  IT IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT WITH THE OLD ONE *sigh*. For you who know the information how to play, please lemme know XD. Or if you guys know websites like looklet.com, please do lemme know. Right now, I'm suffering because I can't find another digital styling studio like it. *sobsob*

Here, I'm gonna show you "my creation(s)" that I saved before they changed everything (LOLOL)

-S-

Lilo & Stitch

'OHANA' means family. Family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten.

-Lilo

-S-

sirius black wanna-be

So, do I look like "Sirius Black" that wants to escape from the creepiest prison, Azkaban? *luckily, all the dementors were having lunch when I took this pic, lmao, or else, my face would look more terrible than this* 

-S-

my boyfriend, Jeffrey Campbell Lita (part 2)

so, lemme tell you the truth.about "my boyfie". Honestly, I didn't know how I fell in love with him for the first time. Maybe through tumblr? Or facebook? Or bloggers' pics? Whatever, but for sure, til now, I still can't figure it out *LOL*.

*ehem* Frankly said, I'm not that daddy's or mommy's little princess that will get everything I want if I tell 'em, I'm just an extraordinary lil girl that live to the fullest and adore something eccentric, weird, cool, anything that will make me different from others. The problem is I just can't afford those "kewl" things by myself for some reasons even til now. XD

OKay, let's skip that part. So, I didn't know how lucky I found Pink Kitten and her post about featuring Ezzentric Topz a.k.a Twee. Asami ( the owner of Pink Kitten ) wrote down that Ezzentric Topz had a competition called JC Lita giveaway and I was like, OMG, this was a chance for me to own those babies !!! (I still remember how pathetic I was about Jeffrey Campbell Litas back then. I was like "Ohh man, I wish I could own all litas.")

to be continued...

-S-

doubledouble

i wish i could double myself again and again *LOL*

-S-

that marilyn monroe moment

and here's my attempt

damn, i failed to be in that marilyn monroe moment T_T

-S-

my boyfriend, Jeffrey Campbell Lita (part 1)

lemme introduce you to my boyfriend, JCL a.k.a Jeffrey Campbell Lita. Don't you think he can't be described with words? *exaggerating mode: on* Maybe for you, it's just a "skyscraper" shoes or an "ordinary" shoes or "whatever" shoes, but for me, he is more than that. There's a story behind that make him so special for me til now.

to be continued...

-S-

it's all about red

argh, I'm officially missing my "red"  hair though it wasn't all red. I still remember I highlighted my hair "red" for the past few months. I was so excited and nervous. I was so afraid that the result turned out to be bad result, but I was wrong, it was really really cool for me, though I looked like a bandit here in my hometown *LOL*. Should I highlight my hair again? Or dye my hair "red" or "rainbow" or "ombre" etc? I've looked through facebook, tumblr, weheartit, everything and they all look so "WOW" for me. I know if i do that, my parents and the society will give me tons of complains and "the laser look" like I'm from Mars if you know what I mean. argh, sometimes I wish I could live in a place where I could do everything without anyone gave me tons of complains.

-S-

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